An update. Yeah its been awhile since I posted. Truth is somethings have changed.We had a long talk a few weeks back about us. I told her I knew she was "seeing" OM. Apparently they broke it off because she said that he is nothing more then a customer now. Her moods have been friendly towards me and we have continued to ML and say ILY. We have even spoke of moving to a different state for a "fresh start" This was her idea.Quite frankly its a damn good one too in my opinion. Ive wanted to move out of the state we're in because jobs around here suck. It would get her away from the bad influences and allow us to grow once more. I told her I was serious. I didn't want to make all plans, get ready to go and then, have her decide not to go...again. Once I said this to her she looked me straight in the eye and said she wasn't lying, she wants to go. Lately it seems shes been down. Maybe because of the holidays and the fact that her sister and brothers are now out of state. Yes they talk regularly but its not the same for her. I know that she has been getting some heat from her mother too.
Me? Well I continue to work out. I CAN SEE MY RIBS!!! Well the first few anyways heheh. I'm not giving up on this. Ive missed a few days due to weather and a few days of being sick but I drag myself in to the gym 5 times a week for a 1/2 hour. No its not much but its what I can do. Other than that I'm still praying, still kicking!!! Happy Holidays to all!!!
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...
