It was late for me last night. Sorry I wasnt around. I know how you feel. I really do know how you feel.
There was a point when I felt that I could either keep going for ever, wishing and hoping or I would force myself to get it over with. Irrelevant of the recent developments, and you know how much I loved my H, when I decided I was going to quit, a weekend in early June, I felt better. The pressure was not there any more. I guess that is when true detachment happened. I believed I was over with him. So, I understand if you feel the need to "kill" your love. But, take it easy, no hurry, take it day by day. Your mind and heart must be at the same place...
I am glad you had a peaceful day yesterday, enjoy your kids... Love K
