Sandi's in Piecing and it's getting better

[Joe]

S2,

I just left the most depressing post on R2Cs thread.

Then I come over to read yours and you fill my heart back up with love and bring tears of comfort to my eyes. You have that power from God girl!!! Dont you lose it.

Notice I said comfort. Thats what I need about now. S2 this week Im trying to drop the rope and let go. Im trying to figure out in my head how to my girls what is going to happen.

I am getting absolutely nothing from my w and I cant take this anymore. Im tired of limboland.

I told my w the other night at 2 in the morning to choose. Face her fears and work on herself to help us, or,

Run away from her fears and we will sell the house and seperate.

Im spent S2. I cant do it anymore. There was hope, but that went out the window today. Im exhausted and mentally fatigued. Physically and emotionally drained.

The love dare IS teaching me alot. And I am doing the dares no problem and putting 100% effort into it.

My pastor collapsed at early morning prayer on tues morning. They rushed him to the hospital and still dont know what is wrong with him but his blood count keeps dropping. Im worried sick.

When it rains...it pours.

Joe