Woog, it isn't anger in my heart that concerns me. It is the hurt and pain I will feel. I don't want to keep clinging to this hope and then being disappointed. Maybe what I am stamping out are my "expectations" and "dreams for us", not my love...
For example when I was at my parent's playing monopoly with my BIL, dad, and Nate, I thought about how H used to like playing board games with us. I mentally "stomped out" that thought and went back to playing....
Thanks for posting, didn't think anyone else would be on here tonight, it's too late in Europe and a holiday here...
Thought of you a lot today. Mentioned 'my friends' to my mom today, she knows I talk to you every day...
