Have been away for a few weeks preparing my company for the holiday season, have not had the time to post, since my last post, I have joined a Gym and have been working on my stress, It has been a great help,feeling much better. I have not had much interaction with W, just a couple flare ups, but nothing major. NOW WHAT? The divorce has been filed, we both have attorneys, we are due to start mediation in January, my question is where to I go from here, she is showing no interest in having a conversation or working towards reconciliation, and I dont feel like approaching her like a puppy asking to work things out. I also feel like Im left holding the bag financially, she has cut her contribution towards the home expenses to 25%, and continuing her expense habits of the past, at least twice a week she gets home between 1 and 2 in the morning, and you can tell she been out drinking, not sure if shes dating someone or just going out with friends.
Feeling sad tonight, it was the 2nd time in twenty five yrs that we did not have thanksgiving dinner with our kids and family.
