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I just called the kids when I got home. That was weird b/c I've always been with them on every holiday before.

I hear you! All of these first holidays without our babies sure suck!!! It sounds like you made the best of it, though and didn't wallow in being without them. Good for you!

I'm going to get Christmas Day with them and that's even more important prob.

Me too.. We must be on the same schedule with holidays. Honestly, I think D5 should always be with me on the "important" holidays. He can have her on Columbus day or something..