Happy Thanksgiving MT. Don't worry about slipping with your H. Worry more about the feelings of him playing you. Do what is good for you.
I thought of you earlier today. It gave me strength. Today was the very hardest day of my life. I had to put a smile on my face and do the whole Thanksgiving dinner for the whole family, even tho H told be this morning that it was a PA that he had with the OW this past spring. OMG. What has happened to all of us this week?
Needless to day the morning was very ugly. I don't think I have ever been in more pain in my life. I wanted to cry the whole time my parents and kids were there...but I thought of you sunshine and thought if you can do it so can I.
I have a killer headache...start of a migrain I thing. H is up in the bedroom and I am on the couch crying.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
