Listen MT-anger will serve you for now. But what you need to find is the part of you that really says and means, just because I want my M and H, doesn't mean I have to accept anything less than the best for me. But you have to be willing to accept that what H is giving you now is the best that he can do, at least for a while, and know in your heart that even if it hurts, you deserve better than how he is treating you. If you can't do that because you want him so badly then you should just let him come home until you can't take it anymore and end up hating him and yourself. I don't mean to be harsh. I'm sorry if it comes across that way. I just don't want to watch anyone go through what I did if I can say anything to help them learn what it took me so long too.

I have been through so much, I alwasy tell people I could write a book but people would think it was fiction. My life has been on big soap opera and I am finally putting all of the lessons together. You guys have helped with that believe it or not. Mostly by making me laugh.

I kinda think BG's thing has me a little more aggitated than I thought. Sorry

Last edited by kelaaron; 11/28/08 12:54 AM.
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