My turkey day was good until I found out that my step grandfather (20 years in my life) is in the hospital. He had a stroke a few years ago, is bed bound, has had several smaller strokes since then and now has a bowel obstruction of some sort, stomach hard, bloated and full of bile. They are draining through a tube in his nose which he keeps pulling out so now he is drugged up to keep from hurting himself until they decide if he will survive surgery or not.

Otherwise very very calm and peaceful. But I need this week to be over cuz I"m having withdrawl symptoms.


If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.