Thank you so much for posting. This place is full of such amazing people. NW626, Tawnya, Techguy, Cotoffguard, JMW, MT35, thank you for your help and support. You are all in pain, especially today and here you are taking time trying to make me feel better.
This alone gives me the strength to suck it up and not call H like a basket case. Having you all reach out to me is so amazing.
This DB thing is really difficult. Not just in the emotional strength it requires, but in the application. On my best days during all of this, I struggle to figure out how to not pursue but not abandon, act as if I am happy but not look like I have moved on.
Then, add emotional breakdowns into the mix and it becomes so hard to figure out what to do. As I write this, I am reminded of some sage advice I got on this board... when in doubt, do nothing.
So tonight, I will do nothing.
Thank you all again for being here for me. You people are really wonderful.
