It's official.......what now?

[mishka422]

You're funny Lisa.

No contact and I probably won't see CG again unless I happen to get a Thursday night off. Oh well, doesn't really matter. I'm not comfortable putting myself "out there" even in friendship with a man. It just seems awkward and unnatural.

I'm here, I'm cooking again. We took a break and decided not to have dinner until much later than we had planned because everyone ate too much at lunch while playing games - volleyball and cornhole (a kind of beanbag toss game). I sat with them and watched but didn't play. Marc played and was having loads of fun. I'm so glad. Maybe if they play cards tonight I'll play. I can't seem to get a smile on my face or even pretend today. Just want to go to bed but can't.