The results are in...Dust myself off & start again

[Treese]

Snodderly & MWG...
Thank you so much...I really needed those words of wisdom...

H called this morning and apparently he was texting D16 heavily and he wanted to call and talk to her but she didn't want to talk to him...told him that and told him she didn't want to see him either...laid it on him...said she feels like he comes over out of duty..and not because he loves them....OMG....my poor baby...so off we go to Brothers house...then back home and I'm doing pictures of the family...should be fun...

I thought the same thing about him trying to put the guilt on me but I set him straight on the phone...I told he if he really wanted to see and talk to the kids to get in his car and drive over here and see them...and the court case...wow...he doesnt appear worried at all....He said he hasnt' said much cause he doesnt want me to hurt and cry....I said, "too late, i'm already hurt and it does hurt"...then he's going to drop the D bomb on me...someone save me...geez....

As for my MIL being upset that I haven't called well. I emailed her this morning to explain why I can't call at this time...maybe in time I can but right now I was sorry...that I loved them and it has nothing to do with them...

And last year I did the same thing MWG....we said prayer and I got up went to the bathroom and just broke down....it was awful...my MIL picked up on it and came in the bathroom..this was way before I even knew about the kid....

Thank you all for keeping me sane...

(((hugs)))