Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

[phbear316]

GM

I am a wreck over this. I cannot keep anything down, i am just a bunch of emotions and it did not help this am that he called.

Strange, very strange, he is just all over the place. Again asking me what I am taking so he is prepared when he comes home friday night. Again i told him little things and the dining room set and kitchen stuff.

I said there is another dining room set upstairs you can use he said I know. I did say this was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, and don't think it was easy. You said a year ago we were going to talk about this and nothing has happened one of us had to do this.

He then says we will talk after he gets home, and he will call the woman for mediation and set up an appt. I wanted to say but did not for my emotions were starting to get the best of me was, now all of a sudden you want to put this into warp drive, are you kidding me? No h you will wait for me till when I am good and ready after the holidays.

I wished him a happy thanksgiving and to wish his family also. (even though I have not spoken to a majority of them in over a year and mil for 7 months, why I don't know)

That is what I am looking forward to, having friends over. I hope there will be lots!! need them to keep me busy.

Arthur, no worries about jumping on my stich to GM its good. Yes it applies to me also. Summersaults is not the word. More like elephants rolling around in my stomach!!

Thanks to all for the good wishes
hugs
bear