I have always been a strong person and hide my feelings well but the last two Thanksgivings before this one, I prepared the meal as usual, and H never missed a holiday. We would all sit down and I would have to get up, say I was going to the bathroom, and cry. I just could not take it! I tried really hard to get a hold of myself and I had to and did.
It is normal that you feel this way. Just be thankful, and I know you are, that you are surrounded by those that love and care about you.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
