Again its nice to know that I am not the only one who feels this way! I do believe that H is trying and being open with me, but there is always that part that wonders now, how open and honest, its horrible to feel that way and I don't want to, I know he is trying. But I am still scared that there will again be something, that there is so much he isn't telling me. I think that is a big part of the problem, that there has been so much left out of whats happened over the years. That I don't know so much, in some ways I have thought that was the best, but in others it just makes it so much harder. I want to be here with my H, but sometimes its just so much of a struggle. So thank you for the support.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
