thx again everyone! Bday was....interesting. Mil and Ws grandma brought me some homemade lasagna!! W called on her way home to say she was bringing me some wine. Ate dinner with W and the girls...me and W had some wine and were chatting about regular stuff. W then asked me the strangest thing....she asked me to stop "loving her" and how could I love her if she doesn't love me. I never say ily to her....I don't write her letters that say it....she must just "feel it"? She started to talk about how I am not dealing with my anger properly... I told her it was none of her concern...she mentioned how we don't need to see the MC together anymore...her IC says it counter productive. I got up to walk outside....she followed me..she was talking but I was not. Went inside...this part was my fault but I can't let everything just go....I brought up her Monday night comments about " change"....and the fact I don't really have anything to be angry about rite now. Went to my room....she came up a bit after....started about other stuff...I had nothing to say. When it was all over...I watched a little TV...and went to sleep...none of it really fazed me.
Yesterday I was working and thought of something I pray for strength and patience and for God to help soften my wifes heart. A few things that are Gods hand at work rite now? 1 W has no $ left with her A 2 MC asked me to stall on legal stuff 3 My A is real busy with other stuff rite now Food for thought....
Had pizza last night. We actually watched TV in the same room....she said goodnight to me when she went to her cave..she was not feeling well.
Have a good turkey day everyone !!
H 34 W 31 M 11yrs D 11 D 9
6-1-08 I wanted to fix marriage 6-11-08 I found out about OM
