The bookshelf doesn't need to be perfect

[kelaaron]

MT-I'm glad you found it interesting. Kinda sounds a little boring to me. But you know in the last couple months, I've vented, posted, cried, laughed and shared a whole bunch of myself that has been buried and hidden for so long cuz I was really afraid to look at myself and to allow myself to heal. I kept telling myself I was, all of these years over things, but I wasn't. Not until recently. Yes there will be off days I'm sure, but for me the biggest thing has been fear. Fear of trusting myself enough to take care of me. So I have taken care of everyone else. And I must say, I am a GREAT mommy, to everyone. If I had followed my heart the first time I would have been where I want, or near it anyway, 18 years ago. But I was scared. And ever since, I have not known how to get there. But I'm not scared anymore. Right now for me, that is where I need to be within myself.