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[AliSuddenly]

Wow Kel, thats huge. This is real endings isnt it this week, pluto shifted, death and rebirth stuff. Sad that he will have no connection now with his Mum or Dad, but as you say, a long time overdue. Is he having IC?

I was amazed what you said here, it really hit home as its exactly how I feel/know about my ex

"So I am here, as his friend. To listen when he wants to drop something on me and to cry silently inside as I see all of his pain when he says nothing to me. I am probably the only person that he tells even the littlest bit of his real feelings to. I know he didn't tell any of the OW anything that is impt to him. When he says that, I know it is true"

I couldnt have put it better myself. So I empathise and applaud you for being there for him.

So, I was a bit perplexed by the end of yuor post and I wondered what you meant by it. You said
"I don't know exactly where it will take me, although I have an idea of where it will end. And if it does, it will be a beautiful wonderful and very rewarding ending for me. It is something I am looking forward to. I have learned that I really need some peace in my life, I haven't had that for almost 30 years and it's about time. And I'm not afraid anymore."

..you are ok? Do you mean that you may D and be single? And you are ok with that? As you seem to be listing quite alot of positives in terms of your H phoning and opening up to you, but then you also accept that he has to leave you in order to fix himself? Just wanted to check you are ok as it sounded a little mysterious!

Priya was pretty upset, all that Pluto at 29'59'' Sag stuff was remarkable. Seems there have been a few 'endings' on the boards too I have noticed, or people working through realising stuff, so maybe internal endings. Me too.
Al x