Boy it sounds hard, all that you are having to go through... I guess it's true that once things start changing (hopefully for the better and to save your marriage), well, that's when all the hard work comes in. I do think you are doing well, and it's only human to want certain things, after all, no one ever said that love was going to be so hard...cause it's hard work you're doing and you do it gracefully ! xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
