Hi San - I am so excited and jealous of you all at the same time. I am going through what you went through and am in immense pain. I really want to let go. I struggle through every day. I try to focus on work and kids and it is so hard.
I went silent on H for 3 weeks and then had a meltdown last friday and am back at square one. Trouble is I dont want him to see me needy and nor do I want to be needy.
How do I pick myself up ? It all seems so hard. The tiniest thing sends my imagination reeling. I want not to care.
at the moment each hour seems a struggle, let alone each day.
