Its funny...I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be at the point I am at....

And... I look at all the time I wasted ...crying...so miserable...

I have taken the step away from him..not my choice..his..I was forced to....

And.. I feel like a whole new person. I have friends that are my friends not "ours"

Sure, being a family would be wonderful.... but, do I want to question his loyalty to me the rest of my life?

This is where the bitter part comes in..again he would benefit from us getting back together... he had his fun and kept his wife... no issues

for me... i will always wonder and it never goes away..

The pain I felt will haunt me forever.

Taking it one day at a time,

Sandy

m/39
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3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend