Hi YR, MWG, mandyloo and nlt, Thanks for your nice posts and support. nlt: You were right – I was sad. It seems to me that my H is getting crazier as time goes by and I am very sad about that. I really don't recognize him and his behaviour anymore.
I met some nice people at the club's meeting and on Friday I will go to their Christmas Party. I am looking forward to it.
At the moment it is very cold and freezing at night, and the cars all get frozen over when they stand outside for a while at night. I just hate to scrape the wind screen when I have to drive home at night.
A few days ago H wrote accusing me of something and saying that it was mainly my own fault why he left. Then he wrote again regarding some "business" things we agreed on. He also mentioned that somebody suggested something regarding the D settlement, and he replied that he does not wish me anything bad and that he wouldn't do such a thing as I was the woman he once loved more than anything in the world. (A few weeks ago he wrote he loved me so much that he would have gone through hell for me.)
I really don't understand why he suddenly starts writing sentences like these when we are in the middle of D! It also makes me so sad that H did not intend to work at our M although he once loved me so much, as he said. – It just does not make sense to me at all – but then what makes sense in a MLC mind!
Snodderly, if you read this would it be possible for you to explain why H has written this lately?- Thanks. – I really think that he will never come back. After all these years he is still accusing me of being the reason for our problems. To start with he at least said it was only half my fault, now he has increased that!
