Woog,(((()))) I think this board is about people and their sorrows, happiness,marriage problems, friendships, the odd virtual drink or two, pats on the back, 2x4's,advice,congratulations, commiserations,strength and support. I could go on but thats enough for one very long sentence.
I am sorry for your job uncertainty. It is a big thing and especially so in the present economic climate so post away. We cannot help (or I can't) but we can listen and support you.
The waiting is the hardest I guess. I hope and pray that good things will come your way with or without your present employment. If you can handle what life has thrown your way as you have done then a job loss should be a walk in the park. Stay strong my friend and know that all things will come right at some point. This is just a diversion on your journey. The best is yet to be.