It's official.......what now?

[mishka422]

Had a GGGGRRRRRRRR moment this morning.

Today is Marc's 14th birthday. I was up early, jumped in the shower and when I opened the door to go across the hall to his room and wish him happy birthday I hear his tm going off. Guess who? Yep, 715a (when he KNOWS Marc isn't up) and Gabe is sending him a happy birthday tm. GRRRRR...he got to tell him happy birthday before I did! I was peeved. I got to hug and kiss him though! So there! HA!

I know, really stupid thing to be ticked about.

I went to WalMart this afternoon at lunch to pick up stuff to make Marc's favorite dinner for tonight. It was packed to the rafters and I found myself in the middle of the toy aisles crying my eyes out because I felt surrounded by Christmas and happy people. It was strange. All I could think about was getting the heck out of there and finding a hole to 'cave' in. Just awful.

My cousin called a few minutes ago and asked what I was doing. Ummmmmm....what else do I do? Work, work, work, oh yeah, work. That's my entire life now. No fun, no quiet time, nothing. Work, eat, sleep (very little of that). I'm so tired that I can't think straight. She started prattling on about how my uncle only wanted pecan pie, not pumpkin. Um, ok....go buy one. That's the problem, she can't find on in any of the stores. I have the ingredients to make one but I didn't offer. I just have no idea when I would do that.

I'm sorry, I'm being a downer again as usual. Shutting up now.