I'm west of Chi...

How do I not communicate, when we still sleep in the same bed?

Trying to figure out how I gave the impression I am still chasing; I don't think I am. The letter was nearly 10 months ago... That there's been no progress since then is what makes it seem futile. BTW, I really gave her her space during the summer, and with that she seemed to give herself even more
permission" to carry on an EA. Feels like I'm d'd if I do, d'd if I don't... Oh, well, my focus really is on me (and the kids) now. Getting along with them better than forever, but hate the lie that we're living in front of them.


New: What a Weekend

H-48
WAW-49
M-22
S-14,9
D-11
EA disc.-11/07
PA disc.-3/08
EA2?-6/08 to ?