So H's pattern since I have been applying the LRT has been to contact me once every week to ten days. Today is the ten day mark and nada.
Of course his silence is adding to the sadness surrounding the holiday. Now it is getting quiet in my office. I will leave soon and go for a run (even though it is pretty cold and windy). Man I want to get through the holdiays.
I know better than to get my hopes up but did it anyway. It's so easy to know H won't be calling to say, oops, I goofed, can I come home now, just because it's the holidays. But knowing it and really accepting it are two very different things.
