Hey (((Tawnya))), been quiet because 2 reasons. 1. Nothing much going on until; 2. Wife decided to stay at the house last night.
There wasn't much really to say about the sitch; she slept on the couch. I stayed in the bedroom last night and broke out my laptop for the first time in a while. I had a scare on Monday afternoon. I had left my Windows PC up from Sunday night where I had been chatting late into the night11. But I finished my convo on my Mac (they're the best) and evidently went to sleep without closing down the windows machine. The W had been home and she usually uses the computer; so I freaked when I came home and woke up the machine and saw this website open with me logged in. But she's not one to keep stuff inside and she hasn't even mentioned it; so I think I'm OK. I checked the history on her login yesterday and she's not visited the site. So while she was here she probably slept and then got ready for work. Whew!!
Last night was uneventful, we talked about inane stuff, kittens, Christmas, football. You would never know that there was problems when we're together. I left the house for a while as S had a playdate. I stayed away the whole time; went out to a local bar/grill for dinner. then I came back with the S. She asked if I had met up with her Stpfather; I said no and gave her no further information. But I had an added bonus in that my phone was going off like crazy with texts. She made a comment that "they're blowing you up." I just smiled. Hey she wanted me to have that in my life; I'm making it happen.
This morning we talked a little and I told her that if she was just going to leave her rings in the bathroom that I was going to put them away for safe-keeping. She said OK; just don't sell them. I told her, no way. We both mentioned that we wanted to save the diamond for our D.
She proceed to tell me that she was going to use her dysfunctional BFF for a psychology project and not use her name. I asked if she asked BFF for permission to do this and she said yes. What was funny was that the W then said that BFF would probably like for her name to be used cause she likes to be the center of attention. they are made for each other. So I asked what will be the thesis of her project. I guess W thinks that BFF is bi-polar and narcisstic. She mentioned that she will try to diagnose and prescribe treatment. I asked her what kind of treatment do you think she needs. She said that she had to research it; I told her that she would need cognitive behavior modification therapy. W asked where I got my P.h.D; I told her that I stayed at a Holiday Inn Express last night. Not going to tell her that I've researched the W's mental condition and learned quite a bit.
Had IC yesterday and I'm doing OK; still working on removing the crazy chick magnet from my forehead. I've really been working on why I'm always involved with those types. Have been since H.S.
I'm just going to be glad to get away. I'm at the point where I realize that I'm not completely detached when she's here. I definitely cannot drink around her; I'll be easy prey for her then. 'Cause I really had to fight off the attraction last night and this morning. I don't dare tell her that either; it'll give her too much power in this weird M. I don't really think about it when she's gone; but everything starts coming back incrementally when she's around me. that's why I need to keep distance and disappear when she's here.
That's all folks. Leaving this afternoon for Thanksgiving. If I don't talk to any of y'all before I leave; Happy Thanksgiving and I'll be back Friday.
