Hard to answer that one, Woog. I regret that my kids won't grow up in our home with their mom and dad together. I regret the fact that I pushed H out the door when he is the one who said he wanted to leave. I have about a million regrets. But we don't always get what we want.
If I let H stay here indefinitely, then I would have been glad the kids had more time with us all under one roof, but I probably would have regretted feeling like I let H take advantage of my love and 'niceness'.
I don't know. I wish I hadn't told him to leave but yet I just didn't feel there were a lot of other options. Maybe I should have been stronger and played happy family for my kids through the holidays.
I have a lot of questions today and not a lot of answers....I need to accept what they say in princess bride
