It's been a while...how have you been ??? I hope well of course.
So, later on, I'm off to shop for gifts with H. He had said I'll call tomorrow (that was on Monday) and of course he never did, luckily these days I don't fixate on that stuff, and today he called to ask when and where we'd meet. I can tell, he's always nervous on the phone with me...I answered with 'Hello, Cinder's speaking' and he said 'uh hi it's H (his name)' and he talks more official until he's been on the phone a little while and notices that my voice is calm and friendly (yes, I do try ! ) then he usually mellows a bit. I think all interactions with me for him are a bit tense, as he still expects to have the 'old' Cinders reacting and interacting... Well, she's long gone !
So, just a side note, and I've mentioned it before...I need to go on a diet, and loose a few pounds. It's starting to show now and I don't like how it makes me feel. (Unatractive) Anybody have any quick remedies ? uhm especially for a chocaholic?
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
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