Hang in there, Babygirl. It WILL get better. I still remember the night I was sitting around a campfire, enjoying the love and support of my family, when I got the e-mail to my cellphone that my wife had logged onto our home computer. What she was googling made me physically almost throw up, and I couldn't breath for about a minute.
It was the beginning of three months of Hell. But I DID survive, WE did survive, and we are together and in many ways grew stronger.
