BG-You CAN do this. For God's sake you birthed 3 babies, have lupus, go through chemo crap everyweek, Honey, this is NOTHING! You are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. Yes it is going to hurt for a while. For a long long while. But it is up to you to decided if you are going to let the choices of two very selfish people rule the rest of your life, or if you are going to rise above. God has given you the strength to do it. To rise above.
Many times I have felt like you. All the health issues and everything, then I always remember that God doesn't give us more than we can handle. You have us and we will stand beneath you until you can stand on your own again.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
