I think you are right. It is all about wanting someting i cant have. I cannot seem to shake this feeling off.
I have been with H since i was 16. I have never ever gone through a break up before.
I had an A because OM gave me the attetion I sought. H always worked - not that , that is an excuse. I never ever dreamed H would leave me. Thought his love was solid and I gambled and lost. Bad bad decision but adecision all the same.
If I really feel this pain , I cannot describe what it is
