I dont know. Generally a strong person, i seem to of gone to pieces over this. I am consumed with jealousy and everywhere I look there are couples. I have this gut eating feeling all the time.
Someone tell me this will go away !
I am taking St Johns Wart and sleeping tablets.
I want him to confront OM just so this A is over and this whole thing about confronting him is done and I can move on. Not sure of H reasoning for facing him or what he hopes to achieve and it will bounce back on kids and it will hurt another family and just before christmas.
Why did i do it !!!!!
Why is HE doing it?????
WTF is going on here??? If you want to move on... MOVE ON!!!!
Read my post again. It is INSANE for him to want to confront a man who had an affair with you while HE is HAVING AN AFFAIR.
Read that 10 times in a row, M!!!!
Sorry to be the 2x4 lady here, but I can't help it.
I guess I need to go back and read your old threads...but if you LOVED this man so so so much, than why were you with an OM. And now you can't live without him? Something is not adding up here. You are more upset than all the other LBS's who didn't even think anything was wrong. It just doesn't compute to "love" to me. Being consumed with jealousy isn't love...it's possessiveness.
I'm not trying to hurt you here, I am desperately trying to understand this. How much of this is about you and taking another hit to your ego, and how much of it is about loving H?
