I dont know. Generally a strong person, i seem to of gone to pieces over this. I am consumed with jealousy and everywhere I look there are couples. I have this gut eating feeling all the time.

Someone tell me this will go away !

I am taking St Johns Wart and sleeping tablets.

I want him to confront OM just so this A is over and this whole thing about confronting him is done and I can move on. Not sure of H reasoning for facing him or what he hopes to achieve and it will bounce back on kids and it will hurt another family and just before christmas.

Why did i do it !!!!!