And THAT, my dear friend, is a big freakin' problem.
She WON'T/HASN'T taken those so important steps to figure herself out. I keep praying for her. Thinking how I could "help" her figure her life out.
Our relationship started with several lies about her life. Major ones. Although I was upset and thought about giving it up in the beginning, I just knew that we were meant for each other. I was something, the stable force, that she never had in her life. She was the passionate soul that I never had in my life.
And here we are now. I will always believe that it WAS God that brought us to each other. He knew that we belonged together.
It was her free will that F'ed it up.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."