Thanks Donna, Most of the time, I do feel strong, but I definitely still get really down when I think of what could have been and how much unnecessary pain this is putting the kids through. I'm sure that it will only get worse before it gets better. But better it will get!
Otherwise, just preparing myself mentally to get to spend time with W, kids, and another family for thanksgiving. She is doing the all out push to spend as much time together as a family as possible...surely to make it hard on me to push for the big D and also to make her case as "Mom of the Year" in a D trial, should it come to that.
Sure hope it doesn't, but I can't control her, so there is little point in trying.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving, ya'll.
SD
Me 41 W 41 Kids: S9 S7 Married 16 years Bomb dropped 2/2/07 Still living together! current thread