I am fuming. Someone PLEASE tell me what I do with this ???
He calls tonight, and its been nice the past month. A lot more calls, and texts here and there. So............ YAH, I asked. Had to. I asked, " have you sent any letters " He replies, no... hmmmmmm SO yes, I pushed and asked if he was going to. He then says he doesn't know. Again, hmmmmmmmmmm . Oh, btw, in between these 2 questions I get 5 mins of -- SILENCE ----- SO frustrating!! Then I asked will he, and he responds with maybe, he doesn't want to promise anything. WTF We discussed this when we had the big fight. He was going to write cause he can't talk. Now its selective amnesia again?? Yah, I'm annoyed right now and it is taking everything I have not to call back and freak. I left it at I had to go before I said something I regretted. That I did understand and I would bear with him, but I need something.
I mean, I can bear with him as he asked me to do, but don't I deserve something......... arghhhhhhhh
