Baby, this is not up to you. Its up to him. I know this is REALLY early, but do you even want him? This is a question you will have to answer yourself. Don't answer it today. What made him email you this information? What prompted this whole thing?

He dumped this in your lap. If you still want him, that part is up to you, but its up to him to do the work necessary for you to forgive him and get past this is what I meant.

Take it easy on yourself and right now, think only of yourself. Your kids are not there and you know they are safe. Focus on you.
((((((hugs))))))

M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option