I tried talking to him but nothing came of it. Actually you wouldn't beleive what he did before he left. Went looking for our "toys" (because they weren't where they usually are" , and I said "what are you doing" immediate guilt look on his face. They he said what he was doing. To see if I was going to be using them while he is gone...WTF????????????????????? are you kidding me.. I said you don't know me at all!!! Maybe I caught him taking one for somebody else... God I hope not. I don't know what to think.
He says im overly sensative.. blah blah blah...
Hugs me goodbye.. I said ILY.. didn't get one back...
Now im feeling extreme sadness.....
Maybe Im the crazy one..
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
