tying another knot #8

[StrgMarvelousWmn]

BG, sis,--

I was just reading MT's thread, and

Lucy! you got some splaining to do!!

Heading out here in a bit, but I will give you a call this evening.

SMW

[kelaaron]

BG-We all love you you know. Put my two sense in on MT's thread. Sorry if I was a little harsh. Did you get my Turkey day card in the alt?

[MT35]

Kel has found us place, for after the holidays!!!

[MT35]

BG- I am with everyone else, it could be something that she is using on your H, even if it isn't true, she has him at least thinking about that it could be. Enough that you need to check into it. Hope your evening is peaceful, sorry your last night was not. You need to get to feeling better, cause it is almost TURKEY DAY!!!

[Babygirl]

i will check the alt, laura sorry i didnt call, i called crissy as i am gonna try and hook up with her while she is here for the funeral.
I will log in and check here in a few K thank you!!

YAY lets get outta here, it better be somewhere warm lol!

[Babygirl]

omg i am gonna be sick. really. H just called and i asked why he was talking so quiet, he said cause i am so sad, I said about what, his response, no sense in being in denial now, i have messed up so many things, i am an ahole, gonna send you an email now.
oh i am gonna be sick, i just want it to be that he had an A not about that kid.........i am going to puke!

[MT35]

Thinking about you BG. Let us know what you find out.

[Babygirl]

you dont want to know. he has a son, i am so stupid as i think he will be 2 in feb. he emailed me and admitted it, it went on so much longer than i ever dreamed. it hurts so bad i want to die right now.

[davidswife]

BG,

This may sound terrible -- but is your H 100% sure the baby is his?

And please don't feel stupid. Never blame yourself by being blindsided by a liar and a cheater. We're not like them , don't think like them, and will never understand them.

Have you spoken w/H since the e-mail?

Do you have anyone ther w/you -- are the kids there??

dw

[Babygirl]

he didnt say about whether there was a test, but i have seen him, held him last year and commented to him before i found out about them, that E looked just like him and his baby pictures.

no i havent spoken or emailed him, had the kids stay with friends for the nite, I cant handle this and seriously mom on the day after chemo and now this.

i do feel stupid, we have fought for so long, he denied he was such a jerk. and i was so right. now i have the words searing my eyes. I dont know what to do.