Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

[phbear316]

FLTC

Thanks for thinking I am well adjusted. The past few days I feel I cannot hold it all together. From being excited to am I making a mistake.

Yes it is ugly, and you are true the disrespect is more than anyone including myself should have to handle, or have to deal with.

I have today at work, changed my address with the post office, and DMV. This is really happening and i am scared out of my mind.

I just have to keep reminding myself of all the wrong things he has done and is doing to me. I just always thought I would never be the one to give up, but I had to give up on a marriage that does not exist.

I said to my mom this am, this is such an emotional rollercoaster, i knew it would be hard but not this hard. But I will survive it, I will, I have to. I said, we can stay separated for however long, but I needed to get out and move on since he has moved on without me to find his true happiness, with someone else.

hugs
bear