I just re read PM post and right on... I definetly have learned a lot about me, my H, and our marriage in the last 3 months (can't believe it has now been 3 months) what I wasn't happy with was I want a stronger man, more confident man.
I was and am that strong independant women. Works, plays tennis, has girls weekend once a year, girls night out once a month etc... So I wasn't that mom like so many of my friends where I lost myself with my kids... of course to a degree the guilt never leaves me but I had balance for myself, my H and kids (so I thought) we just pulled apart... not enough one on one time... everything else came first.
So I do Dbing for myself and have gotten my life back but I just want the Pain to go away... the missing him, the fact that I need to get my mind wrapped around that this could be over and you are right NOTHING I can do about it....
time will tell huh.... thanks for getting me back on track... I'm counting my days and hoping that the better days will past the sad ones.
hugs to all
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
