H called yesterday while I was on lunch....called w/o me calling him! He wanted to check to see if D's teacher/parent/student conference was last night. He said it was on his calendar but didn't write the time down. Hmmm. Anyway, he was insisting on coming over to see D before I got home from work and before we went out to dinner, but he was soooo sick I told him it's better if he went home and rested instead coming over and getting sicker. He finally agreed and said he'd be over tomorrow but would call last night. He didn't call and I WAS COMPLETELY FINE WITH THAT (major improvement for me!). He emailed me today (again before I made any contact) and apologized for not calling. Said he went home and slept the rest of the day and night. He's got the flu and is home sick today too. Now, let me backtrack a bit. When we were on the phone yesterday, I did ask him why he wanted to work on this marriage if he doesn't love me. He said "because obviously I still have feelings for you". So I guess that's his way of telling me he does still love me? I couldn't be happier and that's the little "push" I needed not to give up yet.
