Mountainman-finally moved to surviving!

[mountainman]

Thanks arthur, you are totally right. I am better now, was just a weak moment, sure there will be many more. I just need to remember that it is not me breaking up this family. Speaking of which, we had a bit of an argument this morning. She is complaining about not having enough money after I move out. thing is, I am already giving her more than she would probably get if we went through the courts. When you add it all up, she is actually making more than me now, and still thinks its not enough! She has never managed money or bills and is not very good at it. she tried to put a budget together and i had to laugh when I saw some things like $150 per month for hair appointments. Doesnt she realize that our lives are going to drastically change? that in order to survive, we will have to give up almost all non-necessities? It will really piss me off if she tries to come after me for more money when she continues to piss it away like this, no sympathy from me.
Also, I am about to sign a year lease to rent a house and now she is talking about having to sell the house. Geez, what a nutcase. I have right of first refusal on the house, but I am just thinking about letting it go, paying off debt with the equity and getting a fresh start. I dont know, this is all so messed up and she is making things worse by starting to freak out. This is her choice, didnt she think about all of these things? I tried to point them out to her months ago and all she had to say was "things will work out for me, I just know it". Well, wishes wont put food on the table or pay the mortgage and I think she is starting to see that.
If she comes after me with a lawyer, I am going right back at her 200% and planning to leave her with little to nothing when I am done. She had better stick by this agreement and not give up, like she has done with so many other things in life.

Emotion of the day: Anger!

sorry, just needed to vent.