More Thanks.....

I'm thankful for the upcoming surgery (Dec 12) to get the screws out of my ankle!! Finally!!!! They are killing me!

I'm thankful that my entire family is in good health!
I'm thankful that the price of gas is coming down.
I'm thankful that the guy who delivers office supplies brought me fresh baked cookies at work today!!!
I'm thankful that I am stronger than I ever though possible!

I am really trying to look for the positives every single day. Dwelling on the negatives is not healthy...and thinking about negatives brings you to the dark...which isn't a place I want to be.

Baby steps are happening around me every day....sometimes they are baby steps towards me and other times away from me. I cannot control what is happening....I can only control myself and my actions and reactions. Self-control is key...mind you, I lose it now and then (ask Jeff)...but you just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and start over....it gets easier every time!

We should all spend some time this week counting our blessings and being thankful...It has been helping me keep things in perspective!

Hugs all!

BA


Me:43
H:48
M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs
2 kids
ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07
H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08
Affair continues
Back home but not emotionally