Ugh..I wish I could cover it with a bench..looks like I may have to get a throw rug to go there..ugh..I've tried everything and it's not budging..hub is probably gonna have a flip when he gets a look at it in the morning..maybe he'll be too tired when he comes in to brush his teeth and won't notice?
I went looking for a fabric pen..but no luck at Walmart..they had some..just not the right color..got some dye, that SAID it was tan, but was reallyyyyy dark..so..sigh..
Oh well..there was already a bleached spot from before we moved in, so it wasn't like it was pristine..but still I hate that ARGH! (makes me feel very unintelligent when I do stuff like that, ya know?)
I hope we will have a good week
Tawnya
Me:39 H:40 D18/S12 M20/T21 Bomb 10/11/08 One Two Three Four
Hey girlie shhhhhhhh about the gray hairs! mine is coming back in and omg its so much more gray than before!! did you google anything for the dye??
man girlie, my pastor was in Acts this morning too!! ist it amazing lol! I thought of you when i was sitting there listening, so many of us. I posted some about it finally!
love ya girlie
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
I know...those stinky gray hairs..the thing I LIKED about my hair being highlighted with some blond streaks in it too, is that sometimes it is hard to tell if it's blond or not blond But..I like my dark hair too..so it's a give and take on that one LOL!
YES..I googled the dye..and I tried all of the stuff I found and had on hand last night..right now it's still wet from last night LOL..so I am not going to do anything else to it until it dries..
Tawnya
Me:39 H:40 D18/S12 M20/T21 Bomb 10/11/08 One Two Three Four
Ok..a pretty boring day overall..except that I was a good girl and made chili for dinner cause it's COLD and rainy outside..so a good day for chili I think..
Looking forward to my one night I actually like to watch TV, with Heroes and Chuck on
Tawnya
Me:39 H:40 D18/S12 M20/T21 Bomb 10/11/08 One Two Three Four
{{{Tom}}} LOL..you are welcome..we all need the ego boost from time to time don't we? Good point about the boring day better than a bad..I will remember that the next time I think it!
{{{Sophie}}} I like the "new shades of color" all our own..I will have to remember that one my friend!
Well..I still had a pretty "uneventful night", with one exception, I was watching a movie I had watched quite a few times already, nothing really in it to "hit me weird", but all of the sudden, I just started to cry and cry and cry..missing my hub and just wondering about the "why's" (thought about you BG with the why questions LOL)..I took a shower so I could cry in peace without my kids wondering what the heck
Then..fixed myself up enough to come out, because daughter had brought me subway, and daughter and I watched Chuck and Heroes together, which was fun..then I went to bed and hub got home at some point after that..I think around 10:30..so..except for my out of the blue cry fest, pretty uneventful
Tawnya
Me:39 H:40 D18/S12 M20/T21 Bomb 10/11/08 One Two Three Four
Sorry you had a hard spot yesterday. Truth be told, I have those too still...just not nearly as frequently as I used to. It's appropriate to grieve over what's been lost. Because, no matter where we all go from here, we've lost something...something important!!!
I wish I could take away that hurt for you, for me, for all of us, but it's just something we each have to learn to deal with in our own way. You are stronger than you even realize!!! And, the more you figure out what you want to do with yourself, the more you might realize just how much you gave up for the marriage.
My friend at work told me the other day that she felt I had been making concessions for the marriage for so long that I didn't even realize I was doing it. She said that she thought I was beginning to realize that now, and that the idea that I might be able to get back some of the things I gave up was starting to excite me! That's what you need...to get back some of what you gave up!
I'm gonna keep encouraging you to look into classes or going back to school or coffee with a friend or a trip in December to VA or whatever!!! Whatever happens with your H, you certainly will never regret trying to build a new, exciting life for Tawnya during this crisis!!!
Love you much! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!
{{{Amy}}} Aww thank you my friend and cheerleader..I do need to do some of that for sure..if not all of it..
I guess Tawnya needs to figure out who Tawnya will be when she grows up (besides Amy LOL)!
Going to take son (and possibly daughter, don't remember when she gets off work) to the store to trade in some games and then let him eat at the food court in the mall..he loves a Japanese place there, and it's cheap..so it works LOL! I figured I've cooked the past few nights, so I'm back to giving myself a break (LOL)!
Tawnya
Me:39 H:40 D18/S12 M20/T21 Bomb 10/11/08 One Two Three Four
But..I like my dark hair too..so it's a give and take on that one LOL!