Woog, you are right, i am letting him drive. But I am not sure what my game and my rules are. I want us to be a real family, I want to be his girlfriend, etc. That is obv. NOT going to happen. So I am not sure what my game plan is....going with the flow will just keep us 'here' until he decides to make a move.
Pushing him out the door sucks too. B/C then I become the homewrecker, but I need this thing to MOVE.
Guys, please beat me about the head and neck today and help me have the clarity to know what to do.
I had decided to let it go and let God handle it....but then I feel like I am just sitting here being H's patsy, willing to nod and smile through whatever mood he may be in....
