Thanks CIW. I cried when I read your words because they are so true. He is walking all over me and I am finding it hard to detach. I am still in love with my old H and can't really accept this alien who has abducted him. I don't know why I am so emotional at the moment. He has done this before and he will do it again.
I will think about your words about living a life as if I did not have H. I will try to put that into action. I don't know how yet, I have to think of some baby steps.
'I need to discover who I am without my H.' That's a BIG question. I've known him for so long now, we shared so much together and developed together. He is a part of me as I am a part of him. I think of him all the time. I dream about him at night. I am finding it very hard to expel him from my life.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
