Sometimes I get weary of waiting, wondering if she will ever turn the corner and deal with all of this.
In retrospect, it seems she gave very little in the R and expected too much.
I definitely want more than she gave....more affection, more admiration, more respect.
And I gave a lot to her... but her lack of reciprocity really dampened my motivation.
Sometimes I really think that it makes no sense expecting her to become what she has never (at least since we were dating) really shown herself capable of, that is, an affectionate and loving person.
Me 47, W 32,D 6, Met 11 yrs. ago, M 7 Bomb 4/08/08, Sep. 8/10/08, Div. 8/10/09