I've missed you and your insightful posts. Isn't it strange how they can disconnect from reality so they don't have to think about the pain they cause us.
I hope you have some new job possiblities in the works. I hope it will be a great opportunity for you to move forward and possibly explore some new endeavors.
All of the fresh starts will give you a new perspective and hopefully give you a chance to let go of some of your anger. Try to remember that what your W is going through isn't about you although it feels like it is all about you.
Please try to post more often. We are here to support you.